MAC DEMARCO - 930 CLUB. TONIGHT. DC. i hope this is weird.
honestly, so fucking nervous about starting my new (old) job today. i am ecstatic about working in a fucking gorgeous studio space, filled with fresh flowers and creative minds. but, working an old boring office job had it’s pro’s as well. namely, it was easy. which, was exactly what was soul-sucking and horrible about it. this will not be easy. this will be an incredible challenge to speak to VERY well-off clients, assist the bridezillas, and manage the drama-prone creative-minds - but i really think it will be worth it. i hope in another few years (months?) I can easily arrange beautiful floral designs, problem-solve even the biggest fuck-up, and feel that most wonderful ‘high on life’ feeling that being busy 110% of the time brings. it’s all on me now. i feel like barfing and laughing at the same time. (ew.)